Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Turn the Lights Off

I used to be a night owl. I hated going to sleep before 1am. If I could I'd stay up late chatting with anyone willing. I particularly loved that time between about midnight and 2 when no one else was around. The best was when I could sit out on the lawn and just chat with friends about everything and nothing under the stars.

Then things changed. I started using sleep as a way to avoid thinking. I wanted to go to sleep as soon as dinner was over. Now I have problems sleeping, events, and fears keep playing over and over in my head.

In the near future I want to get a bottle of wine and share it with some friends at 1am, preferably somewhere where we can see the stars.

1 comment:

Khali said...

sounds like a date. When's good for you?