Sigh

It has been a shitty month, in face it has been a very shitty four months. I am trying to get excited about going to Egypt, but the truth is I couldn't care less. I know it will just mean more frustrating arguments with Valerie and I just hate that it takes so much out of me. I am so tired, and so sick all of the time. I need to get out of this house but I can't afford to go anywhere. This is definitely a new low point for me.